Monday, November 21, 2016

God is Good

We just sat down with Dr Gounder, who had already reviewed my CT scan from yesterday. As you'll recall, at this early stage in the treatment, there was a possibility we'd see continue tumor growth, that we'd see the tumors holding stable, or that we'd see shrinkage. Where we went from there would have depended on how things looked.

The tumors in my soft tissue have remained completely stable for the past 2 months. Considering the extremely aggressive rate of growth we were seeing before I started chemo, two months unchanged is a very conclusive sign that this treatment is working. Even more amazing, the lesions in my bones have already begun to heal. I had hope of this, because my back pain has been reducing radically in the past week or two, and the scan confirmed it.

And of course, the very best news of all, is that there are absolutely no new sites or tumors. The cancer has ceased to spread.

All of my other labs continue to show that my body is tolerating the treatment extremely well.

So now we continue on the current regiment, and Dr Gounder is hopeful that soon we will begin to see shrinkage in the soft tissue tumors as well.

God is good. Thank you all for your thoughts and prayers. This has been a nerve wracking couple of months, but it has been worth it.

I love you all.

Wednesday, November 16, 2016

Counting Down

Only a couple days left til we head up to NYC for our next appointment.  Overall, I feel pretty good.  I still have a little bit of nagging back pain, but I think it's significantly better than it was.  My energy level is good.  I'm still having some taste disturbances- frequently it's salt, but sometimes random foods just taste weird.

We drive up on Sunday morning, Sunday afternoon I have a CT scan.  Monday I have all my regular appointments, followed by a PET scan.  Somewhere in there I believe they're planning to give me a dose of Superman Bone Juice as well.  So unfortunately I will probably be a little sore when I get home.  We sit down with Dr Gounder before my PET scan, so I don't know if he'll get all the info he needs from the CT scan, or if we'll be in touch with him again after the PET scan as well.  We're not coming home until Tuesday, but most likely I will write out a full update on Monday night when we get back to the hotel.

Monday, November 7, 2016

Almost There

Had a good follow-up this morning.  Blood work, EKG, and other labs all look normal.  Now we wait those last 2 weeks to get the scans done and see where we're at.  Dr Gounder reminded us that the scans are not definitive one way or the other, but just a way to gauge our progress and then we'll sit down to make decisions.  If my tumors have grown but are still not causing any immediate danger, and I still feel physically well, we will probably be able to continue the drug.  If anything has shrunk or even just held steady, it will of course be a much more encouraging sign.  Right now I still feel good.  I had some really bad back pain, which subsided last week.  The past couple days have been rough, but I think it's mostly because I overdid it at the horse show, and then spent nearly 10 hours in a car over a 48 hour period.  Hopefully it will calm down again.  And the rest of me feels fine- eating well, breathing well, etc.  So, fingers crossed.

In other news, I now have a nice crop of stubble on my head, and my eyelashes and brows have finally started to come in.  In a few weeks I'll look like a non-cancer patient for a change.  :-P  And who knows- maybe we'll find out that I'm well on the way to being a non-cancer patient.

Cheers!

Monday, October 24, 2016

Cycle 2, Day 1

Follow-up went well. It was nice to have such a short morning at the hospital for a change! Did all the basic labs, got new meds, and chatted with the doc. It sounds like for now, until we have more information on how my bones are doing, we're going to keep going with the Zometa. Dr. Gounder didn't seem to have any reason why we shouldn't do it for now, he admitted that my type of cancer is not his particular specialty, but it sounds like Zometa is used in many ways for many types of cancers and other diseases with a lot of success, so for now, we're going to stick with it. If my next set of scans shows us that for whatever reason the Zometa either isn't doing anything, or is actually interfering in some way, we'll reassess my need for it. They're going to coordinate it so that I can receive the Zometa here in NY at the same time as my regular appointments, so that I don't have to mess around with scheduling at Hopkins in between. So that's helpful.

Next appointment is Nov 7th, it sounds like that one will be much the same as this one. On Nov 21st, we finally have the big day: the next round of scans that will hopefully show us if we're making progress or not. I FEEL good- no coughing, no feeling of tightness in my chest to suggest that the tumors are growing. The pain in my back has actually started to recede slowly, it's more of a dull nagging ache than a sharp pain now. So... fingers crossed and keep praying.

Overall, things are good. My hair is growing back. I'm staying active. No changes in my weight, appetite, or overall health. I rode on horseback 15 miles through the mountains this weekend, and other than a little muscle soreness, I felt fantastic afterwards. I'm going to try to carefully increase my exercise, now that my back is feeling better- the exercise actually seems to help, not hurt, so I'm going to walk more (now that the weather is nice, I'm sure Ruff will appreciate some nice long walks at work during the day), ride more, and maybe try some gentle yoga for stretching.

Saturday, October 15, 2016

Superman Bone Juice, Round 2

Yesterday I got another dose of the Zometa- I was supposed to have it after my last round of chemo a few weeks ago, but that was when I got pneumonia, and I just wasn't up to anymore treatments.  We're going to discuss it with Dr Gounder next week- I had meant to ask him last time we were there and I forgot.  I emailed him, but didn't get an answer until after the dose was administered.  His opinion was that I don't need the Zometa "unless I'm at risk for bone fractures".  So we need to find out if he considers horseback riding "at risk" or not- that was the only reason Dr Kang suggested it in the first place; currently there's no evidence that my bones are any weaker, we just know there are some tumors in them.  So, we'll see whether or not Dr Gounder thinks I need to continue.  As long as they let me keep riding, I don't really care if I get the Zometa or not :-P  .

Feeling pretty good, just a little extra sore today.  Gearing up for a great week, followed by my biggest horse camping trip of the year next weekend!  And then back to NYC next Monday.

Love you guys!

Monday, October 10, 2016

Observation Day 2

So, we're back for our 6 hour observation session.

Blood work came back normal- no negative effects from the treatment.  My levels are coming back up to where they should be after chemo as well.  (Oh and PS, my hair is starting to grow back again :-)  ).

The only issue I've had recently is a slight increase in the back pain I've had for months.  There's no way to know whether it's related to the treatment (they had mentioned before that some people see a sudden burst in tumor growth when they start the medication, which is then followed by a rapid decline, so there's a chance that's what's going on now) or just normal progression of the disease, but either way they gave me an RX for a slightly stronger, longer acting pain-killer, since it mostly affects me at night.

Other than that, everything is good to go, so we'll be continuing treatment for 2 more weeks, and we'll be back here on the 24th just for labs and a visit with the docs- no observation time.  Dr. Gounder said it would probably be another month before they do another scan to actually look at the tumors and see how we're doing.

So that's about it for today.  Just hanging out, they'll take more blood and EKGs over the next 6 hours, and then we'll head home.

We did forget to talk to them about the Zometa, so I'll have to send them an email to follow up with that concern.

Sunday, October 9, 2016

Back to the Big Apple

Just checked into our hotel room for the night.  Tomorrow we go back for my first follow-up since starting the meds.  We don't know exactly what will be going on- blood work and vitals I'm sure; I don't know about any other testing they plan to do.  Then I'll take another dose there, and do another 6 hour observation period, with more blood tests and probably more EKGs.  As far as I know, this will be the last time we have to do all that.  Then we go home and wait 2 more weeks.  My guess is at that point they'll probably do some more scans to see where we're at.

Not much else to report...  we are going to ask them about the Zometa, and whether they think I should continue receiving it or not.  They told us before that there was no reason I COULDN'T continue with it, but Ty wants to ask more specifically if they think I SHOULD keep it up-  I don't see why we shouldn't, but he wants a professional opinion, so we're going to talk it over with them.  And also see about getting me some longer lasting pain killers- my back has been giving me some trouble at night, and the Oxycodone I have is a fast-release pill that only lasts a few hours.  It's not quite getting me through the nights.

So that's about it for tonight.  We're unwinding for a few hours before we head out to our bar for all-you-can eat mussels night!!!  Woot.  :-)

Thursday, September 29, 2016

Cycle 1, Day 2

I've now taken 3 doses of the new medication.  Still feeling completely fine- no side effects whatsoever.  I just got my 24-hour follow up phone call from the hospital, and I emailed Dr Kang earlier to let him know that we were officially started.

So other than being tired- which is due to getting very little sleep after our late trip home last night- I feel good today.

Cheers!

Wednesday, September 28, 2016

Drug Trial Cycle 1- Day 1

Getting ready to head back to Maryland!  It's been a long but good day.

We started off the morning with another set of labs (just blood and vitals, no scans this time).  Then we got a break while they processed everything and we grabbed some breakfast.  Around 1pm, I took my first dose of the trial medication.  Then we stayed in a treatment suite for 6 hours, during which time they took blood and EKGs at certain intervals to measure any reactions I might be having to the drug.  At the end of the 6 hour period, they gave me the medication for the next 2 weeks, and we went and had dinner.

Our next appointment is October 10th.  Between now and then, I have to take 4 pills twice per day and keep a record of each dose on a form they gave me.  On the 10th, I'll go back, get more baseline lab work, take another dose there, and we'll do the whole thing over again.  If I'm reading the paperwork correctly, this is only for the first cycle (which comprises 28 days and these 2 visits).  After that, it sounds like the visits will be much shorter and simpler.  It doesn't specify when they'll be doing more CT or PET scans; I'm not sure if they do that regularly or if it's at the discretion of the doctors.

So far, I feel completely fine and normal.  The side effects of this drug so far recorded have been few and mild, so they were not expecting any severe reactions.

So that's where we're at!  Officially on the new treatment- please send prayers and positive thoughts that it will do it's job well!

Just waiting for our car now and we'll be on our way home.

Friday, September 23, 2016

The Date Is Set!

Next Wednesday, September 28th, we go back to NYC to meet with the docs and start my treatment!

They've already scheduled me for my first follow-up on Monday Oct. 10th as well.  We'll be on a 2-week schedule for a few months, until they determine that I can go to a monthly schedule instead.  I'm not entirely sure yet what the 2 week follow-ups will entail-  I know I'll be getting frequent scans, but I'm not sure if that's EVERY 2 weeks, or if every 2 weeks is just a regular follow-up appointment and they'll scan when they feel like it.  We'll probably get those types of answers when we go up on the 28th.

We got our copies of my CT and PET scans, but without the reports (which aren't finished yet) we're not entirely sure what we're looking at yet, so I'll hold off on any commentary about that until we get the reports in.  Hopefully they're the same or better than my last set of scans, which was between rounds 2 and 3 of chemo.

I'll update again when the reports come in, or after the 28th, whichever comes first!

Wednesday, September 21, 2016

Almost There!

Well I won't say yesterday was fun, but, we got everything done anyway.  Blood work, EKG, echo-cardiogram (ultra-sound of the heart), CT scan, PET scan, plus a regular exam and meeting with the trial docs.  My system is currently full of contrast dyes and radioactive sugar.  Yay me!

None of the results are back yet except the blood work, which looks normal.  All the other stuff will probably take a few days.  They're also mailing us copies of the scans on disk to add to our ever-growing collection.

So now we wait.  They'll be giving us our date for next week soon, hopefully that will just be an up-and-back trip with no overnight; it sounds like they're willing to cover train tickets for both of us, which would be great.

So, that's all for now.  Sometime in the next 10 days I'll be starting my new meds.  And then it will be follow-ups every 2 weeks for a couple months to see how it's progressing.

So excited for real progress!

Monday, September 19, 2016

Testing, Testing...

Well, we just arrived in NYC for the next phase in our drug trial journey.  Tomorrow I spend the day meeting with doctors again, and getting various tests/scans/blood work/etc. done all day.  I have to get up early and have a big breakfast, because after 11am, it's nothing but water until after my scan at 5:15pm.  :-(  I'm not a fan of the starvation scans, but, they're necessary.

The drive up was super easy, we made it in just over 3 hours.  The trip was sort of spur-of-the-moment:  we were originally planning to wake up really early tomorrow and drive up.  But that would have meant waking up around 4am and leaving at 5am and hoping that traffic was in our favor.  We found a great last-minute deal on Hotwire, at a hotel just a couple blocks from the hospital, so we snagged it, threw our stuff together, and hit the road about 20 minutes after deciding to go for it.  :-P  It was actually kind of a fun little adventure.

After we checked in, we promptly took a walk to our favorite little bar and had a nightcap and some of their awesome Belgian frites for a midnight snack.  We're going to stop back by for dinner before we head out of town tomorrow night.  It's such a fun little place, and the food is great.

Anyway, just winding down for the evening, after all that we'll still get nearly 8 hours of sleep before we have to wake up tomorrow.  So much better than waking up at 4am!  This was definitely a good idea.

Tomorrow won't really bring much news, but I'll post an update after we're finished anyway!

Friday, September 16, 2016

No Chemo Next Week!

We're still not ready to say 100% that I'm done with chemo, but, Dr Kang said that since we seem to be very close on the drug trial, we can postpone further treatments for the time being.

We have been in touch with SK, and they know that our insurance was approved and are currently working on putting together the list of tests they need to run on me and getting those scheduled.  We don't have a date yet, but it is definitely in the works.  We did let them know that my wash-out date is the 23rd, and that I was supposed to be due for another round of chemo already, so they know that we're on a tight schedule and hopefully they will get us in quickly to avoid me having to go back for more treatments.

My pneumonia is pretty much cleared up, I still have a little congestion but I'm feeling a lot better.  My taste buds are slowly returning.  Overall, feeling pretty decent.

Will post again as soon as we get an NYC date!

Friday, September 9, 2016

Best Day Ever

We got the call!  Our insurance company has approved my treatment at Sloan-Kettering.  That was the last obstacle in our path.  Now we can move forward.

Monday we're going to call SK and find out when they want us to come up.  Right now, Sept 23rd is the first day I'm eligible to start the trial medication.  They may have us come up sooner to get the scans done, we're not sure yet. 

Obviously this is great news.  It's very likely that I will not have to do anymore chemo.  My tastebuds are currently recovering well, and it's definitely nice to think that I won't lose them again.  Or take another week off work.  Or a million other things. 

Updates will be posted as fast as we get them.  Love you guys.

Oh, and to top off this awesome day?  My incredible husband got a raise.  :-)  It's been a really good day.

Monday, September 5, 2016

Happy Labor Day

Well it appears I spoke too soon on Thursday- although chemo went easier this time, the cold I had been developing right before my treatment flared into a nasty chest cold as my immune system started dipping.  Last couple days were pretty rough, but they've got me on a bunch of meds now and I'm happy to say I'm on the mend.  I took an extra day at home today, but I'll be back to work tomorrow.  I have a short week at work, we're leaving Friday afternoon to go down to Ty's family lake house and hang out with some of his family for the weekend.  Ruff will enjoy it, he can swim off the dock.

I was supposed to be getting more Zometa on Tuesday, but between my illness and some scheduling issues I've cancelled that.  There's not a strict schedule for it, patients receive treatments anywhere from 4-12 weeks apart, and this was only going to be 4 weeks, so I just asked them to let me delay it a couple weeks until I'm feeling up to more treatments.  If I have to get another round of chemo, maybe we'll do it then.  If Sloan-Kettering calls first, we'll just get it scheduled when we can.

We did get a call from them on Friday.  Nothing big, just our case manager introducing herself and letting us know that she was working on our insurance requests.  I believe she said they were sending the papers out that day, so hopefully we can start looking for a phone call in the next week or two.  She was very nice- if you have need for a clinical cancer trial, I strongly recommend Sloan Kettering.  We have been nothing but pleased with their staff and even though the process is taking longer than we hoped, I don't think it's anything against them, they seem to be working as fast as they can.

Well my Sudafed and Oxycodone are beginning to interact in fun ways, so I'm going to stop trying to type now and just zone out in front of the TV for a bit.  :-P  Keep the prayers coming!!  Love you guys.

Thursday, September 1, 2016

Round 4: Thursday

Hey blog fans!  Just checking in.  Still doing good, this round is definitely going easier than last round.  We may never know exactly what made last round so rough, but, since this round is going easier I won't question the whys and wherefores.  :-)

Tomorrow afternoon the pump comes off (yay freedom!)  and Saturday it's back to Hopkins for my Neulasta shot.  Then the rest of the weekend is for resting, and back to work on Monday.

Tuesday I go back to get the Zometa (bone strengthening) treatment.  Hopefully that's not what made last round suck, cause otherwise my work week is going to be a little rough.  But we'll see.  I'm hopeful.  Been taking it really easy, staying well fed and hydrated and out of the sun, so hopefully all that will work in my favor.

Still waiting to hear news from Sloan-Kettering.  They said the insurance process could take a few weeks, so there's no reason to be alarmed.  Just waiting patiently.  I'm sure we'll touch base with them soon.

So that's about it- doing good, hanging in there, carrying on with life as always.  Thanks as always for all the thoughts and prayers.  <3

Monday, August 29, 2016

Round 4

Had my 4th round of chemo today.  It went well, and I'm feeling good tonight.

They held off on the Zometa (bone strengthener) because it's supposed to be at least 4 weeks apart, and my treatments are only 3 weeks apart.  So I'm going back next week to get the Zometa separately.
The rest of this week is just resting and staying on my meds schedule.  Saturday I go in for my Neulasta, and Monday, back to work.

Not planning on doing a ton this week, but  I do have to go to the shop tomorrow to run payroll and make sure everything is in one piece.  And I'm hoping to make it to get my nails done- I haven't had them done since before the wedding in July, and they look TERRIBLE.

Well, that's about it.  Feel free to bug me online if you're bored this week, I'll be here!

Saturday, August 27, 2016

Weekend

All set for Round 4 on Monday!  I did my grocery shopping, and I have a cooler full of goodies to bring to treatment with me.  My Aunt Carol (if you're reading this, thank you and I love you!) sent me a gift to keep my spirits up, so I'll have 3 new movies to watch next week while I'm resting.  I'm spending the weekend taking it nice and easy- and completely out of the sun!  Tomorrow we're going to see Ty's family.  My appointments on Monday start later than usual- typically they want me there by 8am, and this time I don't have to be there until 10:45am!  So I get to sleep in and cook myself a nice breakfast before I have to leave, which is awesome.  Then we just hope and pray that the insurance gets sorted out in the next 3 weeks-  I would really like for there not to be a Round 5, if at all possible.  :-)

Love you guys!

Monday, August 22, 2016

Drug Trial Updates

So today we sat down with the doctors that are running the drug trial at Memorial Sloan-Kettering Hospital.  Just to give you a better idea of how amazing it is that we even got this far, this is the only trial of this drug being conducted in the United States right now.  There are about a dozen other countries running studies on it, but this is the only one here in this country.  So the fact that we are close enough and were able to get up to see these folks is just awesome.

The team here confirmed what our previous two pathology reports already told us, which is that my tumor is lacking a particular gene.  It's a fairly rare genetic deficiency overall, but common enough that they were able to develop this medication for it.  To explain it in the terms they gave us today, the missing gene basically causes other genes to go a little nutty and thus cause my cells to replicate out of control (which is really all cancer is, when you get down to it- cells that are over-replicating).  So traditional chemo treatments work in various ways by stopping cells from replicating.  Since cancer cells replicate faster than normal cells, the drugs and the cycles they use them in are designed to kill more cancer cells than normal cells, in order to shrink the tumor without killing the patient.  But, they do still destroy a lot of good cells, which is why chemo makes you sick.  This new drug that the trial is studying doesn't do that.  It goes in to the gap in the DNA made by this missing gene, and basically plugs the hole.  This makes the DNA look at the cell and go oh, you're not supposed to be a rapidly multiplying psycho-cell, you're just supposed to be a lung cell.  And so the cells stop over-replicating, and therefore stop making cancer, and the existing cancer cells die off, and no new ones will be made.
The leading doctor, Dr Gounder, who we saw today, said that most patients see results with this drug, and that they mostly see very good results.  At the very low end of "good" results would be everything freezing where it is now, and the cancer not spreading ever again.  The even more likely good result would be that the existing tumors start shrinking and continue to shrink as long as the treatment lasts.  This is a treatment which unlike chemo, I can continue to take for an indefinite period of time.  Even more amazing, Dr Gounder told us that while there are some mild side effects listed on the drug's information, NONE of his patients are currently reporting ANY side effects from this drug.  He said if he really pushes them, he'll get half-hearted reports of maybe a little fatigue here or there, but that nobody is reporting any major or debilitating side effects.  That means no nausea, no hair loss, no loss of taste or appetite...  there's a good chance I won't even be able to tell I'm taking anything at all.  Anyone who's been treated for cancer knows just how unbelievable that is.

So to get back to our meetings today, they went very well.  We signed the trial consent forms, which was a big thing.  It basically puts a bookmark on one of the trial spots for us.  What happens now is that both Ty and I, and also the trial doctors, both have to petition our health insurance company for permission to get testing and treatment done at this hospital.  Because it's out of state, we don't get automatic approval.  We have to show them that because my cancer is rare and this is the only drug trial in the country being done for this particular cancer, that there is a reason why I have to get treated at this hospital and not one that's closer to us and in their regular network.  Once we get clearance from the insurance company, I have to come back to NYC so they can do their tests- they mentioned blood work, possibly a genetic test (to see if the abnormalities in my tumor are in my entire body, or just in the tumor itself), and probably a PET & CT scan, to fully document where the tumors are and how big they are before we start.  Also a few basic health assessments to makes ure that I'm healthy enough to start the study, but that's not really a big concern, because we already know that except for the cancer, I'm in good overall health.  After I start the treatment, I'll have to come up every 2 weeks for the first 2-3 months, and then it will go down to once a month.  It sounds like the trial sponsors will actually help me pay for travel and lodging costs, which is awesome.  And between them and the insurance, they'll cover all the tests and everything.

As of now, it looks like the insurance is the big obstacle we have to get over.  Once that's done, they'll bring me up, do the tests, and then give me final approval to enter the study and start the drug.  It's likely that I'll have to do one more round of chemo, because by the time we get the approval, and then get me up here for the scans and tests, and then actually start me on the drug, it may be too long to wait from my last chemo.  I've already emailed Dr Kang at Hopkins and am waiting to hear what he has to say about that.  Other good news, I can continue to receive the bone-strengthening treatments even after I start the trial drug, so I will be able to continue my riding without interruption.

Sorry for such a long entry, but I wanted to get all the information out to you guys.  So now you pretty much know everything that we know.  :-)  Which is basically that while we're not 100% in the trial yet, it looks really really good that we will be very soon.

We're heading home tomorrow!  As always, thanks for the thoughts and prayers.  <3

Saturday, August 20, 2016

24 Hours to Go!!

Tomorrow we leave for NYC!  In 48 hours we'll be sitting down the with trial coordinators and finally getting this show on the road!

Now that I'm over the hump, my recovery is progressing normally from my previous rounds of chemo.  My taste is slowly returning, my appetite is great, my energy levels are rapidly returning to normal.  As evidenced by the fact that today is day 6 of my work week and I'm still feeling good.  :-)  As I predicted, my slowly healing sunburn is now the worst thing I'm dealing with.  Although even that is making progress now.  I lost most of my eyelashes and eyebrows this time, hopefully those grow back soon... people look weird without eyebrows.

This will probably be my last entry until we finish up with the Sloan-Kettering people, so look for an update no later than Tuesday hopefully.  When we're not at the hospital we plan to enjoy the sights of NYC a bit while we're up there, so I will probably not bother to update until we get home again.  Please keep sending those prayers and positive vibes our way!!  This is a huge deal for us and we really need everything to go well up there.

Love you guys!!

Wednesday, August 17, 2016

Sushi = Win

Had a couple of tough days food-wise:  my mouth is sore, nothing tasted right, my stomach was iffy.  After trying dozens of different foods, I found something that tastes good, sits well, and even makes me hungry for more:  sushi.  Go figure, eh?

Meanwhile, food and a good night's sleep has me continuing to mend.  My sunburn has started to heal finally, which is also nice.  Work is chugging along.  In just 3 short days I went from feeling like I might collapse when I got home, to feeling like I could go home and maybe do one or two things around the house, and even cook some dinner.

Not much else to report- here's hoping I can find something other than sushi to eat before I get bored of it.  :-)

Monday, August 15, 2016

Monday, Monday...

Well, I made it back to work!  Got a good night's sleep and woke up feeling- well, good enough to work.  :-P  I'm not running any marathons, but things are continuing to improve steadily.  My mouth feels a little better today, and I've been steadily tapering off my support meds.

Possibly the best part of today was being able to clean up the dogs- Ruff and Sally were both getting pretty scruffy.  :-P

Gonna keep myself on a modest schedule through Saturday, and then we're off to the Big Apple!

Saturday, August 13, 2016

Day... I dunno. Saturday. :-P

Definitely on the noticeable upswing now.  Still tired, but it's not as insane as it was.  The loss of my taste buds again kind of sucks, but I'm coping.  And (knock on wood) the Claritin that nurses suggested I take before my Neulasta shot seems to be mitigating the aches and pains I dealt with last round.  Plus I have no pump and I got a real shower!  All in all, the last 24 hours have been quite satisfactory, all things considered.

I opted to take the weekend to continue resting, rather than try to do anything and dampen my recovery.  I have a full and I'm sure crazy week of work ahead of me, plus preparing for our trip next weekend, so I'm just going to play it safe.

So I guess that's about it... oh except we have hotel reservations for NYC now!  So that's good.  :-)  Fingers crossed for great things!

Thursday, August 11, 2016

Day 3

24 hours til unhooking time.  Can't wait.  The pump doesn't hurt, but it gets in the way of everything, and I can't take a proper shower.  Really annoying.

Feeling fractionally better than yesterday.  Still beyond tired, but still eating and drinking okay.  Managed to take Ruff to the vet for his follow up this afternoon, but other than that, it's pretty much been the couch again.

Oh well- we're in the midst of a rotten heat wave anyway, so at least I'm not missing much.  It's too gross to do anything fun anyhow.  Hopefully my convalescence will coincide with better weather!

Wednesday, August 10, 2016

Day 2

Well I spent most of yesterday sleeping.  Felt pretty rough- not sick, thankfully, just drained to the max.

I slept for about 12 hours last night, and today I've taken it very easy, and I'm feeling a lot better.  Still exhausted, but I've been able to get around a little more, I've only napped a little bit, and my appetite is greatly improved.

Normally, my pump week just involves a lot of boredom, so I did have some plans made that I unfortunately had to cancel.  I think the majority of this week will be spent on the couch.  I'm not even feeling real optimistic about my CPR class on Sunday, but I'm not ruling it out entirely yet.

Not much else to update- as always, thank you for the thoughts and prayers, and if you're bored, feel free to hit me up anytime to chat.  I'm just hanging out here.  :-)

Tuesday, August 9, 2016

Chemo Round 3

Hey guys.  So yesterday I went back for chemo one more time (hopefully the last time for at least a while).  It went good, no problems.  Blood work looked good.  I was able to receive the Zometa bone treatment for the first time- we will hopefully be continuing that on a 4-6 week schedule for the near future (I'm not sure how long people usually stay on it, I imagine that evaluations will be required to tell if it works or not).

Feeling okay today- pretty tired.  I imagine that's a combination of things, including the fact that I spent the weekend out camping and riding horses.  We had a great time, but I definitely came home exhausted and a little sunburned.  And the Zometa is reported to have some mild flu-like "blah" side effects, which is pretty much what I already get from the chemo.  So I'm probably going to spend some extra time on the couch this week compared to last round.

It sounds like my official screening date is the 22nd.  We'll probably have to go up a week later to actually get the medication dispensed- it takes 3 weeks between the last day of chemo and the first day you can actually take the new medication.

So that's about it for now- just going to spend the week resting and relaxing, and next week it's back to work and time to start preparing for NYC!

Wednesday, August 3, 2016

Trial Dates & Chemo

Sorry I haven't posted much, there hasn't been anything to update until now.

After a lot of back and forth, it sounds like we won't be going up to NYC for the trial screening until Aug 18th.  That means that we're going to have to squeeze a round of chemo in.  So they're scheduling that for Monday.  I'm going to finish out my work week, and go on the horse camping trip we had planned for this weekend.  Then we'll do the chemo, and I'll have my week off.  I'm talking to the doc and hoping that they can do the bone-strengthening infusion at the same time as my chemo, that would be really helpful- I'm allowed to ride, but everyone is still nervous about the integrity of my spine, so getting this treatment done would probably help everyone feel a little better.

It would have been nice to get in sooner, but, at least we have hard dates to work with now.  And since Dr Kang spoke directly to the trial doctor today, we know that my extra round of chemo won't be an issue for the trial- we'll just have to wait for their 3 week "cleansing" period to be over before I can start the new drug.  That's only another week after the screening date, so, no biggie.

Time to go enjoy the rest of my week!  The weather is lovely and I'm going riding.  :-)

Sunday, July 24, 2016

Good Times

This weekend I took a break from fighting cancer and got married.  :-)




Hopefully this week will see us in NYC!

Sunday, July 17, 2016

Just Checking In

Sloan-Kettering received our samples, we're just waiting for them to call us now- as soon as they do we'll be in the car same day and heading up to NYC.

I've been out riding twice so far and I feel great!

Thanks to some really great friends (Nikki, Mira, Meredith, and whoever else made it possible!)  I am the proud owner of a BioMat-  it's like a heating pad on steroids.  It uses far infrared rays and negative ions along with heat to promote full body health in many ways.  Just another amazing tool to add to my arsenal!  Keeping the rest of me in good health is just as important as finding ways to attack the cancer cells, so any and every way we can find to do that is huge.

Thanks to my other friends Leah & Erik, who enrolled us in a produce delivery service, I've also been enjoying vitamin- rich power smoothies as part of my daily diet now.  Since my taste is more or less back to normal and I'm not getting chemo right now, I've been trying to readjust my diet back to pre-chemo- low sugar, limiting processed foods, more fish, less meat, etc.  Lots of fruits and veggies especially, and particularly those with a strong association of being good cancer-fighters.  Again, every little bit helps!

So that's about it for now...  another week of just sort of coasting along and waiting for things to happen.  Hopefully very soon we'll get the call to head to NY, and then I'll have lots of info to update on the new treatment.  Dr. Kang did also mention an immunotherapy trial starting up at Hopkins, so if this trial doesn't work out, we have some other options on the back burner before we resort to chemo again.

Love you guys!  And hey, I'm getting married on Saturday!

Wednesday, July 13, 2016

Trial Update

The tissue samples have officially been sent to Sloan-Kettering.  We're hoping to hear back quickly and get scheduled with a time to go up there in person and finish whatever enrollment/testing stuff needs finishing so we can get started.

Not much else to report- feeling good.  Keep those fingers crossed that we get to NYC as soon as possible!!

Monday, July 11, 2016

No Chemo Today!

Today was supposed to be my next chemo treatment.  Since that got cancelled, I celebrated by taking  half a day off work and going on my first trail ride in 3 months.  It was glorious.

That's all for today.  :-)

Friday, July 8, 2016

Amazing News!!!

Home!!
Alright, so here's all the news we got today.
Blood work- Awesome. Once again almost back to normal, within a few points of my last blood work, and well within normal healthy parameters.
The CT scan showed that the 2 rounds of chemo seriously kicked this tumor in the ass. We're guessing it at about a 75% reduction in size, maybe even more. It shrank a LOT. So much so that my cough has basically vanished. This is awesome.
Dr Kang, upon reviewing our progress, said now is a great time to go to the clinical trial. I can't stay on that chemo regiment forever (eventually, it will start doing damage to my body). But the tumors are small enough now that we have time to explore other methods of controlling or destroying it. So Ty has been busily coordinating with the hospital in New York, I am already accepted into the trial and we are just waiting for Hopkins to send some tissue samples up to Sloane-Kettering for their pathology department to review. In a week or so we'll go up there to meet with them and get me started on this new medication. Their are several up sides to this: the drug is less damaging to non-cancer tissue than traditional chemo, the drug has less side effects, and by the sounds of it, I can stay on that drug a lot longer.
And of course, the most important part: the lesions in my back have not gotten any worse, so the doc says I can ride again if I'm cautious. We're also going to do an infusion they have that will strengthen my bones and help prevent any injuries.
So basically everything we got today is incredibly good news. We have seriously kicked some cancer ass, and we're going to continue on doing it.

Tuesday, July 5, 2016

Just Checking In

Sorry for the quiet, hasn't been much new to report.  Just working and waiting.  Feeling good- appetite is normal, my taste buds have been recovering well again.  I've been working almost every day since we got back from the beach.  I was off Sunday for family stuff for the 4th, and then back to work Monday.  The only other day off I have this week is Friday for my tests, and then I'll be working all weekend.  And then back around to Monday, which is treatment day.  Round and round we go!  At least soon we'll know how well we're doing and that should provide some additional encouragement.

And if they tell me I can ride again, I already have a weekend picked out for a camping trip.  ;-)  Just in case!

Thursday, June 30, 2016

Upcoming Scans

So July 8th (next Friday), I'm getting a CT scan.  That will show how much the tumors in my chest have shrunk from the first few rounds of treatment.  Which will tell us both how well the chemo is working, and when I might be at a safe place to try that clinical trial drug instead of chemo for a while.

I emailed Dr Kang to ask about whether this scan would also tell us if I can go back to riding or not.  I didn't get a direct answer, but after the email he scheduled me for a PET scan a week later.  The PET scan is more of a head-to-toe cancer screen, it shows us all cancer activity in my entire body in better detail.  So I'm guessing/hoping that after THAT scan, we'll be able to sit down and talk about whether I can ride again or not.  And also it will give us more data to work with as far as my overall treatment and the clinical trial.  That scan is scheduled for Friday the 15th.

We have been in touch with the trial people by the way, we're working on getting them all the information they need from Hopkins so that I'm all enrolled and ready to go whenever the time is right.

Full speed ahead!!


Home Again

Home from the beach.  I stepped on a scale for the first time since treatment day-  apparently a quiet week on the beach is a great thing for post-chemo!  Only 10 days out from treatment and my weight was actually a couple pounds HIGHER than on treatment day!  That is excellent.  Trying to keep my weight up is one of the biggest concerns during all this, and to be up a couple pounds after 2 rounds of treatment is more than I hoped for or expected.

I'm also back off all support meds again- I didn't check to see exactly when I stopped them last time, but I think I'm roughly on the same schedule.

So, lots of good news!  Now to get the house together so I can get back to work tomorrow.  :-)

Tuesday, June 28, 2016

Quick Hello

Sorry for the silence-  been away at the beach and my laptop has been uncooperative.  We head home tomorrow-  it's been a thoroughly relaxing trip, but we're ready to be home. 

Overall, I think this round went a little easier than last round.  It helped to have an idea of when my low points would be and prepare for them.  I was also able to manage some of the side effects better- again, mainly through knowing what was coming when.  The Neulasta definitely hit me harder this time though; next time I'll probably need to get on an Advil regiment the day I get the shot and stick to it a few days.  But the rest definitely went smoother.  I'm ready to be back at work. 

Well that's all for now.  I'll post some updates over the next couple weeks, but the next big-news day will be July 8th when I get my CT scans and talk to Dr Kang about progress.   Keep sending those good thoughts and prayers!!!

Thursday, June 23, 2016

Tired But Good

Had a busy week of vacation prep, but I'm still feeling good.  A little burnt out today- definitely glad we hit the road tomorrow and I get to spend some time relaxing with good friends.  Side-effect wise, still fine!

So it looks like it was a no-go on getting the Neulasta injection dispensed via the pharmacy, so I have an appointment at noon tomorrow to get the 24-hour clip on version instead.  We're going to pack the car, swing by for my appointment, and then get straight on the road and hopefully get out of town before traffic gets too ugly.  Fingers crossed!

Not much else to report.  Getting a few things finished up tonight, then getting some sleep so we can be up early tomorrow.

As always, thanks for checking in!  Love you all.

Wednesday, June 22, 2016

Happy Humpday!

Got some really good sleep last night, woke up feeling much better than yesterday.  Today's agenda:  Do nothing until 3pm, then meet the girls for lunch and shopping.  :-)

I started my oral rinses right away, hoping if I keep on top of them from the start I can minimize the soreness this time.  Currently not experiencing any side effects... appetite is good, and now that I got some good sleep I'm not having any fatigue.  As before, the pump is the most annoying part- one of these days I'm going to snag it hard on something and destroy it, I just know it.  :-P

Waiting to hear from my nurses- my Neulasta shot is supposed to be administered Saturday, and we're supposed to be at the beach Saturday.  They gave us 2 options- see if our pharmacy and insurance will allow us to obtain the injection and administer it ourselves on Saturday, or else I go in Friday and they hook up this nifty little device that goes on my arm and will administer the injection 27 hours later.  Either one would be fine, but we need to know which one it's going to be so we can plan what time we need to leave town on Friday.

Alright, time to stuff my face and chug water like a good little patient.  :-)

Tuesday, June 21, 2016

Round 2, Day 2

Woke up feeling good.  Having some breakfast and my morning pills now.  In a couple hours I've got some errands to run- we leave for the beach in 4 days, and there's still a lot to do.  Later on I have to run to the shop and get payroll information, plus double check the schedules for while I'm gone.  I think I'll call it a day at that- tomorrow I'll do some housework and then go spend my afternoon with the girls, and Thursday will be a day to finish everything I missed the rest of the week.

Nothing else new to report- Day 2 is usually pretty uneventful.  :-P

Monday, June 20, 2016

Home!

Just a quick update for the night, treatment went great again, no problems whatsoever during the infusions.  We went out and got some dinner afterwards and did some work for the shop- they're in really good shape for the 2 weeks I'm gone now, which gives me great peace of mind.

Just unwinding for a bit now and then heading to bed.  Tomorrow I'm going to take it fairly easy, just some housework and errands, and Wednesday I have a very full day of pre-vacation stuff to get through.  :-)  We leave in just 4 days, can't wait!

Night all.

Chemo Round 2





Second verse, same as the first...  :-P

Just started at 10am.  The first hour or so is just them filling me up with fluids and support meds in preparation for treatment.  But I'm all settled in, got my cooler full of snacks, my laptop, and all my little goodies and gadgets to keep myself amused for the day.  This time I even remembered headphones, so I can watch my movies on the computer.  They have a TV, but only basic stations and there's not usually much good on.  Last time I watched Dr Phil out of boredom.  Bonus:  I put one of my gift cards onto Google Play, so now I can rent movies to watch.  :-)

I'm also taking advantage of the fact that on chemo days, I get to eat anything and everything I want.  Doritos and Little Debbies for the win!!!  Plus I can pretty much taste things mostly normally again, so I'm enjoying that before it fades away in a few days.  :-P  Salt is the one thing that hasn't come back strongly yet, but pretty much everything else tastes right again.

And now I'm watching Maleficent.  :-)







Friday, June 17, 2016

Blood Results & Updates

So all my blood work today was great. My white blood cells and platelets rebounded to their normal levels. My electrolytes are great. Organ function is all good. Nothing at all to interrupt the course of treatment, which is good. Basically I could not have done any better if I tried. :-)

Chatted with one of my medical team, and she was very pleased with everything, both my blood work and my physical well being after round 1. We went ahead and scheduled Round 3, 3 weeks after this Monday, and right before that round, we'll be doing a CT scan to check on my progress. So July 8th, we'll start to get a handle on how the treatment is working and start answering all the other questions, like when can I ride again, and if/when I can go to the clinical trial in New York, etc. We can't really answer any of those types of questions until we see how the chemo is working, so until July 8th, the focus will just be getting me through Round 2, and hopefully getting me back to normal just as quickly as the first time.

Today is the first day I gave in and wore a head scarf. I still have some hair, but it's pretty ratty looking. I imagine I'll break down and shave it soon. :-P

So that's all I've got for today! Have a happy Friday everyone. :-)

Thursday, June 16, 2016

Same old, same old...

I feel like I should check in every now and then, but sometimes there's just not anything new to say.  :-P  Tomorrow I have my blood work and a quick visit with one of my medical team.  I do have a few specific questions I'll be asking, including:

-When do we start evaluating my progress (as in, doing more CT/PET scans to find out how well the treatment is working) ?

That's the big question, because most of the other questions hinge on the results of those tests, such as:

-When can I ride my horse again?

-When (if ever) will I be able to switch to the clinical drug trial instead of continuing chemo?

-How long will I be continuing chemo?

And so forth.  So I guess really, the first question is the most important, and hopefully we'll get an answer to that.  It will be nice to have a timeline for when some of these other questions might start getting answered.  If I do get any information tomorrow, I'll be sure to post it.

Meanwhile, just moving along with life.  Still feeling good, still working hard.  Two more days of work this week and then I get my week off for treatment, and then another week off for a vacation to the beach!  Definitely looking forward to that.  :-)

Keep those prayers coming!

Monday, June 13, 2016

Monday, Monday...

Not a lot to update, but figured I'd check in with ya'll.  Still feeling good.  Working another full week this week.  Friday is my blood work and follow-up appointment before my next round of chemo on Monday.  As far as I know right now, it will be exactly the same as last time:  Another 4-6 hours hooked up in the infusion center, and another week on the pump.  I don't know what the follow-up appointment is going to entail, but maybe we'll get some idea of how the next few months are going to go, and perhaps when I will be getting a CT or PET scan to check on my progress (and hopefully get me back on my horse! ).  If nothing else, the blood work will give us some idea of how well my immune system and general organ functions are holding up after treatment.  Hopefully I'm doing as good as I feel.

I reckon I only have another week or two with hair- it's starting to come out pretty rapidly.  Once it starts looking visibly ratty I'll have to buzz it off.


Other than that, it's still same old same old... work, trying to eat right, trying to eat a lot.  Resting when I need to.  Getting stuff done and kicking ass when I don't.  :-P

Happy Monday!

Sunday, June 12, 2016

And it starts...

I still feel great.  Worked 6 days this week.  Still off all my support meds.  I don't even have to take the Advil for my throat any more.  The only thing I am still taking is cough suppressants.  So on the health front, I'm doing fantastic.

The bad news is...  my hair has started shedding fairly profusely.  I ordered my first set of chemo caps and wraps, including a very pretty white one for the wedding.  I've decided against a wig.  It seems silly- everyone is going to know it's not my hair anyway, so why bother?  Plus they look uncomfortable.  So caps it is, or maybe I'll just rock the shiny head.

Once again, please, please, PLEASE do not shave your heads when I go bald.  I love you all and I appreciate the fact that so many of you WOULD do it for me, but I promise you it's not necessary.  I've always liked standing out from a crowd- this will just be a new way to be unique.  :-)

Cheers everyone!

Thursday, June 9, 2016

Two Days Drug Free!

Well, okay, not TOTALLY drug free.  But, I think I'm off the nausea meds for good until my next round of treatment!  Two days without and I'm feeling great.  Just taking a little Advil for soreness and my cough suppressants- between the allergen load outside, and the fact that dry nose/mouth/throat is a side effect of the treatment, my cough has been extra aggravated lately.  My energy and mood are still both doing great though.  :-)  I'm back to my regular work load at the shop (I'm not over-doing it, I promise!) and all my regular activities at home (except for riding, since that's currently not allowed).

Working tomorrow and Saturday, and then I'll get a break on Sunday.  Gotta squeeze in all the work I can before my 2-week absence!

Thanks for following guys.  :-)

Wednesday, June 8, 2016

Ditching the Meds!

Today was my first full day with zero anti-nausea meds.  I've been steadily weaning off of them since the weekend- after Saturday I was allowed to stop my prescribed regiment and only take them as needed.  But today, no pills!!  Well none of those pills.  I did have to take some cough suppressant, and still a LITTLE Advil for the throat.  But compared to the 10-odd pills a day I was taking before, still a vast improvement!!

Had a good day- did a full day's work, came home and hit Costco to stock up the house and shop with supplies, and had some tasty ribs for dinner.  My sense of taste is down to about 70, maybe 80 percent at this point.  I have some residual taste left, but it's very dull, and there are certain flavors that don't appear to show up at all.  But it's still enough to enjoy eating, even if it doesn't taste perfect.  (And chocolate seems to be one flavor that still shows up pretty strongly, so hey, I've got that going for me!)

I was absolutely elated to get an email today from Dr Kang saying that I can go ahead and get my dental work done before my next round of chemo.  Dental work and chemo don't always mix, due to the compromised immune system issues, but since we're still early on and I got the Neulasta shot, he feels comfortable letting me get the work done now.  Getting my teeth perfect before wedding pictures was a huge deal for me, so I'm so happy I don't have to put it off any longer.  Next Thursday I will have a pearly white smile again!

I opened up a few more appointments at work- I'm feeling good even working full days, so I want to make a little extra money and take care of some more of my request clients before I have to be out for 2 more weeks.  Don't worry- I'm not overdoing it!  :-P

Well, that's all for tonight.  Gonna chill out another hour or so and then get some sleep.

Tuesday, June 7, 2016

Happy Tuesday

Second day back was sooo much easier.  I got really good sleep last night, for one thing.  Got up before my alarm, had extra time for a shower.  Got through 4 dogs at work.  Ran a bunch of errands before and after.  Got home around 5pm, and I don't feel like melting into the couch and passing out today.  Just having some food and relaxing.  Aside from the sore throat, today is probably the closest I've felt to normal.  I'm off most of the support meds, and I've only taken sparing doses of the remaining ones (I figure settling my stomach in the morning isn't a bad thing- don't want to start off feeling rough and have it get worse all day).

So at the rate I'm going, I figure I'll be feeling totally back to myself right around the time they hook me back up for my next dose.  :-P  Well, if the best I can do is getting back to normal by the time I have to go in again, I'll take it- it'll sure beat still feeling crappy by the time I have to get hooked up again.

Time to raid the fridge.  :-)

Monday, June 6, 2016

Back to Work

Survived my first work day!  Pretty tired, but it wasn't unbearable.  I kept my schedule light and took my time, and stopped for breaks and snacks.  Now I'm home melting into the couch and planning an assault on the fridge.

Other than fatigue and sore throat, still feeling about the same.  Nothing too horrendous.  Hoping the sore throat fades soon, it'd be easier to stay well fed if everything didn't sting a little going down.

Not much else to report.  But I suppose that's for the best.  :-)

Sunday, June 5, 2016

Sunday

Well, today I definitely felt the accumulative effects of this week and weekend.  I am exhausted.  I got a few things done thing morning, ran to the barn, and then pretty much crapped out the rest of the day.  My family came over and helped with the housework, which was huge...  Ty will be gone for a few days on business this week, so getting a handle on the cleaning is always a good thing.

Still, going back to work tomorrow.  I've rested a substantial portion of the day, and I'll be going to bed nice and early.  My days are booked pretty light this week, so I'm sure I can putter through.

Not much else to report-  other than the fatigue and a sore throat, I'm holding up pretty well.  Another day down!

Saturday, June 4, 2016

Yay Weekend!

Happy Saturday!!

I got some great sleep sans-pump, and had my first REAL SHOWER!!!  Ahhh...  Hibachi dinner sat well.  Got up this morning and ran to Hopkins for my Neulasta shot.  They said I could feel a little bit of achiness in the next 48 hours, but other than that it shouldn't affect me.

I think I'm going to dub my new obsession "The Cancer Sandwich".  :-P  I have seriously been non-stop on these things all week:  Wheat bread, swiss cheese, chicken breast, fresh tomatoes, fresh kale, and a little mayo.  Incredibly tasty.  Tonight we're making a huge pot of baked potato soup- it's super high in potassium, which is one of the minerals they worry about me losing in the chemo process.  The other is magnesium, which is apparently easily found in whole wheat (hence the sandwiches).  I'm sure it won't be all so easy, but it's been nice this first week at least that I can still eat pretty much anything comfortably.  My appetite hasn't suffered at all either.

Went down to the barn for a bit- it was hot and buggy, but it was nice to see my petulant little pony for a few minutes.  Leah got some nice shots of us for the benefit flyer.

And now- a whole lot of resting, because I've probably already overdone it today.  :-)


Friday, June 3, 2016

Freedom!!

Well, the pump is off!  No more of that until the 20th.  To celebrate we went out to dinner- my first "real" excursion since Monday, not counting the 5-minute grocery store runs.  Feeling good!  Excited to sleep without anything attached to me for a change.  Wondered a little about dinner, but knock on wood, it's agreeing with me just fine.

Now for some relaxing, and tomorrow I get to take a REAL shower for the first time all week.  It's funny the little things you miss when they get taken away from you.  :-P

Going to try to keep the weekend fairly low-key, I have a few things to do, but I'm warned that between tomorrow's injection, and the end of my 5-day high level support meds, I could be in for a couple rough days coming up soon.  Hopefully we can mitigate them if we just keep doing what we've been doing, keeping me fed, hydrated, and rested.

Night all!  Cheers.

It's Unplugging Day!

Just a few more hours and I'll be a free woman!  The Home Care nurse should be here around 6pm tonight to unhook me.  Now I just have to keep from going nuts until they get here.  :-P

Woke up feeling good again.  Ty's working from home today, and hopefully tonight we'll be going out and grabbing some dinner for a change.  It'll be nice to be able to get dressed properly anyway!

Tomorrow I go up to Hopkins for my Neulasta injection- time to wake up those lazy bone marrow cells and tell them to get back to work!

Other goals for the weekend:  Taking pictures at the barn with Leah, cleaning up the house, and dyeing my roots because seriously, OMG.  ;-)


Thursday, June 2, 2016

Feel Those Cancer Cells Dying Now...

Starting to feel the very beginnings of my "low point" (on a cellular level that is).  There's a point in every chemo cycle where your cell counts (good and bad) drop the furthest- for one of my drugs that starts at day 4-5, which is pretty much now.  I still feel pretty good, but I definitely notice an increase in overall fatigue.  I'm not sleepy exactly, I just don't feel like I can do very much when I'm up and about.  I also feel cold quickly when I get up off my cozy, blanket-wrapped couch spot.  So, time to keep the shawls and sweaters on hand I guess.

Due to the number of support meds I'm on, I don't anticipate that it will get too terribly bad, especially this first cycle- it sounds like I'll mostly just be very fatigued for a few days.  They gave us a breakdown of particular nutrients that can be sapped from the body during this time, so I'm eating foods high in all of them daily to try to counterbalance that.  Beyond that, it's just a lot of resting.   You know, cause I haven't been doing THAT all week long... :-P

So that's about it... just wanted to keep the updates flowing.  The icky-feeling days may be coming, but that just means the cancer cells are dying, and that's a good thing!

Day 4

Sleeping in bed last night was a great idea...  got so much more sleep!  Ty's still up there passed out, and so is Ruff.  They both enjoyed being back upstairs as well.  :-)

Not much new to report- still feeling pretty good, still bored.  Tomorrow is my un-hooking day!!  Counting down to that.  Today looks like another day of sitting around playing "what do I eat next?"  (Although Ty stopped at Wegman's last night and brought me home some extra goodies, so my options have broadened for today.  :-)  ).

Guess that's it for now!

Wednesday, June 1, 2016

Day 3

Well, last night I found my first unacceptable food:  apparently a large bowl of macaroni salad does not sit well.  Everything else has been fine though, and so far no taste alterations, so I won't count that as a huge loss (although it's awfully tasty).

Slept much better last night- thinking tonight we might actually be able to ditch the couch and go back upstairs to the bedroom.

Today will just be another day of the same- resting, eating, staying on my med schedule.  My pump is easily portable, but there's just only so many places I want to go with a needle still sticking out of my chest, so...  pretty much I'll be staying home til they unhook me Friday afternoon.

Talked to my doc via email today, and they don't want me riding just yet, due to the affected bone areas of my back.  But, because they're giving me the immune boosters, they're not worried about infection at this point, so I can at least go down to the barn and visit in the meantime.

That's about all for now... just going to be a long week of boringness.


Tuesday, May 31, 2016

Day 2

Got a good amount of sleep last night.  Woke up feeling good.  So far the day has been just like any other...  just eating, and resting, and staying on my pill schedule.  They said I would likely not have any issues for a few days, so I'm not expecting much.  But I'm making sure I don't overdo it just in case, and of course staying on top of my meds is essential.

We did get emails confirming my next appointments.  I go in for blood work and a follow-up with Dr Kang's office on Friday the 17th, and then round 2 of chemo will be Monday the 20th.  We leave for the beach that Friday.  Hopefully this round will give us a good indication of what to expect for the trip, in terms of if or when any serious side effects will set in.

That's about it for now...  things are thankfully quite uneventful at the moment.

Monday, May 30, 2016

First Treatment & Chemo Details

So some people wanted more specifics about my chemo, so for those who are interested here are the details.

I'm receiving Cisplatin and Docetaxel by infusion every 3 weeks. The 4-day pump is called 5-Fluorouracil. They'll hook me up to that before I leave here today, and it will come off again Friday.

Saturday I come back for a Neulasta shot- that will help stimulate my immune system to produce more white cells and platelets to replace those being damaged by the treatments.

They're also giving me lots of IV fluids, as well as anti-nausea meds, steroids, and other stuff to help make me feel better and counteract the side effects of the treatments. I have a goody bag from the pharmacy of more of the same to take home with me. So hopefully we'll be able to keep the side effects under control.


First Treatment:


So far I'm doing well, I've been snacking and drinking the whole time, watching TV and playing with all my gadgets. Really it's not much different from what I'd be doing at home right now, except that I'm here, and there's a needle in my chest. We came very well prepared, a cooler full of food, my notebooks for writing, coloring books, phone, computer, etc. I'm in my flannel jammies with my fuzzy slippers for comfort. I have my heating pad, and multiple pillows. There's even a TV in my nook. I can't complain at all in terms of general comfort. So far the treatment hasn't bothered me much either, although it may set in worse as time goes on. But right now, doing good!

:-)

Saturday, May 28, 2016

Port & Chemo Updates

The port installation went very smoothly yesterday.  I spent the night very comfortably and woke up feeling normal.  With the exception of a little tenderness in the immediate area, I feel very good.  From now on they'll be able to draw blood and administer chemo through this port without having to mess with my veins any more, which will be a nice break for my poor arms.

Some updates on my chemo, which starts this Monday (May 30th):

Unless Dr Kang changes something, I'll be receiving 3 chemo drugs. It will be one treatment every 3 weeks. The first appt is scheduled to last 6 hours, I don't know if that will be the norm. One of the drugs he mentioned involved a 4-day pump for each treatment, the other 2 will be administered during the 6 hour infusion sessions. I will be going to Hopkins for these treatments.  Someone from their home care service will be coming to the house on the 4th day from treatment to remove the pump.  As far as I know, it will be hooked up while I'm at the infusion center.

We have no indication yet of how long I'll be receiving chemo.  I imagine that they'll be doing various CT/PET scans periodically during my treatment to assess our progress.  And we will still be looking into that clinical trial as soon as Dr Kang thinks my condition is stable enough.

Yes, I will probably lose my hair. No, please do not shave your heads for me.  Next week, as soon as I'm feeling up to it after my treatment, I'll be going in to get it cut short so that when it starts going it won't look so bad.  They said it will probably be a few weeks after my first treatment when it will start to go.

Ty and I have spent a lot of time preparing for these treatments.  We are stocked up on good foods (I even get to relax my sugar restrictions a little, as long as I'm eating something).  We'll be bringing laptops, books, games, and other activities to the chemo sessions.  In the event that he can't be at one, I'll be reaching out for volunteers to keep me company, but for now we're good on that front.

I won't say I'm *excited* exactly? to start chemo, but I'm glad that it's starting.  It needs to happen, and getting healthy is my end goal, so I'm prepared to do whatever needs doing.  I'm in overall good health- other than the soreness in my back, I feel quite good.  And I'm in very good spirits, thanks to my wonderful friends and family- the constant flow of good thoughts and prayers is doing more than you can imagine.  

The rest of this weekend will be focused on resting and staying well fed and hydrated.  I get to sleep in Monday, my appointment isn't until 12:30pm, so I can rest up, eat a good breakfast, and then get on the road.  

I will up date as soon as I'm feeling up to it after my treatment.  

Thursday, May 26, 2016

The Wheels Are Turning

Well, here we go!

Got some blood work done today, tomorrow I go up to Hopkins to have my chemo port installed.  I don't have an appointment set for chemo yet, but we're trying to get me in on Monday.  I've cleared my work schedule until June 6th, the house is in order, my grocery shopping is done.  I'm as ready as I'll ever be.  Let's get this show on the road!

Tuesday, May 24, 2016

Preparations

Spending the beginning of this week preparing for my first treatment.  I'm getting the house in order, catching up all the housework, laundry, linens, etc., and going grocery shopping.  My hope is that I'll have things taken care of so that if the treatment does knock me on my ass, I'll be okay to spend a few days in bed without things falling apart around the house.  I got a good start on it yesterday, today I'm going to finish up the rest of it, go shopping, stock up on cat food, and so forth.  I think it will help a lot if I'm not stressing about chores while I'm trying to recuperate.

Hoping that tomorrow I'll hear back from Dr Kang on when the exact time and day will be.

Monday, May 23, 2016

Starting Treatment

Dr, Kang contacted me this morning after reviewing the scans from last week, and suggested that we go ahead and start chemo this week.  I don't have a specific day yet, still waiting to hear from him again with more information.  I'll be spending the next couple of days getting the house and shop prepared for any down time I have to take.

Monday, May 16, 2016

Testing & Clinical Trial Updates

I have 2 tests scheduled this week.  This morning (Monday) I had an MRI done on my nasal tract to check for tumors.  Wednesday afternoon I have another chest CT scan to try to get an idea of the growth rate of the chest tumors.  I'm not sure when I'll get information back about either of those- at the moment our next follow-up with Dr Kang is not until the 27th.

We also got an information packet for a clinical drug trial out of Sloan Kettering Hospital in New York.  They're running a small phase 2 trial that includes the rare type of tumor I have (INI1 Deficient).  It's encouraging that someone is working on this type of cancer since it affects so few people.  I sent the basic information to Dr Kang and am hoping that we can discuss it with him soon and decide if it's a good idea for me to enter into it or not.

So, as always- still waiting.  But I'm in good health and humor, and at least I feel like there's finally some forward momentum happening.

Thursday, May 12, 2016

Johns Hopkins Updates

Well, we're getting closer!

Dr Kang at Johns Hopkins is reasonably certain that what we're dealing with is a rare sinonasal cancer.  We're doing one more MRI this coming Monday to examine my sinuses and see if they can find anything unusual to biopsy in order to be 100% positive, but all the information he has is that this is looking like sinonasal.  He also ordered another chest CT in order to see how fast the tumors are growing.  All this information will help him decide exactly how aggressive to be with my treatment.  Right now, his working plan involves chemotherapy with 3 separate drugs, administered on a 3 week schedule, and at some point some radiation for the bone areas.  This is not confirmed yet though, he just mentioned it as what he's looking at right now based on his current information.  The two tests are Monday & Wednesday, and we have a follow-up with him the following Friday.  That appointment is subject to change depending on the results from these tests.

I'm a little disappointed that we're not moving faster, but I know that getting the right answer is more important than rushing into treatment, so I'm trying to be patient.  I appreciate all the love and good thoughts that have been flowing in from all directions.

Will keep you posted!

Thursday, May 5, 2016

Updates

We didn't get as much information from our Tuesday appointment as we were hoping for, but we did get some.

My MRI came back clean- no brain tumors.

The bone biopsy came back positive, for the same type of cells they found in my chest.

Unfortunately they still haven't made a positive ID of what we're dealing with.

The good news is, next Tuesday we have our first appointment at John's Hopkins.  Hopefully by then we'll have some answers, and be able to start formulating a game plan.

Keep those prayers coming!  Love you guys.

Friday, April 29, 2016

Friday

It's been about a week since John's Hopkins told us they were still working on the first biopsy and would call us back when they had results.  We're going to try to touch base with them today and see if there is any news.  It's also been 3-4 days since the second biopsy, which was the amount of time the surgeon said would be necessary to hear any results from that one.  The original oncologist I saw (who ordered the second biopsy) is out of town until Tuesday, so I know we won't hear from his office before then, but maybe Hopkins can give us some news.

Failing that, my next appointment with the first oncologist is Tuesday afternoon, so I will certainly post any information and updates we get from that appointment at that time.  Fingers crossed to hear from Hopkins though!!

Thursday, April 28, 2016

Limbo


So until all the test results come back, I'm waiting in limbo.  But rest assured I am not sitting idly by!

At the moment I'm still working as full time as I can, excepting the days I've had to take off for various appointments, tests, and recovery periods.  I can still work normally, with the exception of now wearing an environmental mask to prevent inhalation of hair, dust, and other yuck into my already damaged lungs.  My back is a little sore from the spinal biopsy, but nothing that a little Motrin can't fix.

I've also adopted a "cancer diet".  There are many out there, but they all seem to agree that sugar and carbs are the devil, and so despite my life-long sweet tooth, I have given them up.  My diet now focuses on fresh vegetables and greens, lean proteins, good fats and oils, and very little else.  I'm bored sick of water and salad, but hey, it's worth it!  And I'm learning lots of new recipes to make up for it- carb-free bread is pretty easy, I'm still working on the carb-free cookies.

I'm pretty tired from losing my caffeine and sugar intake, but I've been doing my best to keep active during the day, and get plenty of rest at night.  It's like walking a very confusing tightrope, but hopefully once I get in with my permanent treatment team, they can give me some more direct guidelines to follow and it won't be so puzzling.  For now I'm just going with general knowledge type advice and hoping that it helps at least a little.

Well, that's all for this morning!  Off to groom some puppies.

Wednesday, April 27, 2016

Welcome!

So I thought I'd start off with an introduction for anyone who doesn't know me well.

My name is Aly, I'm 31 years old, and I was recently diagnosed with cancer.  We don't know exactly what kind it is yet, or exactly where we're at in terms of progression.  What we do know is that there is a tumor in my lung, and some cancerous activity in the lymph nodes next to it.  (Which is nothing short of ironic, because anyone who knows me knows that I've never smoked a day in my life.)  There may be some bone involvement as well.  We're still waiting on a lot of test results, so there are far more questions than answers at the moment.

So who am I aside from that?  Well, I'm a small business owner- my partner and I purchased a grooming salon a little over two years ago, and it has been a challenging and rewarding experience.  I've been grooming for nearly 12 years, and it is my passion.  Thankfully I have wonderful staff who are able to help me keep the shop up and running even when I have to be out for a while.

I'm also an avid equestrian, and in May 2015, I was accepted into the TROTSAR Mounted Search & Rescue Team.  We deploy all over Maryland and Virginia in search of missing persons.  I'm hopeful that I can keep my certifications up during my treatment and recovery time so that I can continue to participate in this wonderful cause.

In the rest of my free time, I work with my own animals- a talented German Shepherd who holds titles in numerous dog sports and competitions, an adorable little lapdog, two cats, and our newest addition, a veiled chameleon who could not be any cuter.  I've spent the last year refurbishing a 40 year old used horse trailer, and though the progress is slow, it's definitely there!  I also participate in mud runs, attend the Renaissance Festival (in costume, of course!), write, and play World of Warcraft (yes, a girl gamer!!).  When the mood strikes, I'm not a bad shot with my little .22 pistol either.  Variety is the spice of life, and I like to try everything at least once!

My partner Ty and I have been together for 8 years, and he has been amazing and supportive throughout the chaos of the last few weeks.  My friends, family, church and team have also shown me incredible love and support and I am grateful for every one of them.

I guess that's all for now- it's going to be a few days before we get the rest of our answers back, but I will post updates when they are available!

Thank you all for reading.

-Aly